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       I received a phone call saying that you're gone. I laughed and tears cascading through my cheeks inevitably. I did not expect the tears, but I cried even harder the next moment. It was few years ago, the memories are vaguely alive. You had been there with me when I'm mousy of the ghost, when I'm having hard times dealing with my homework, when I'm in limbo physically and emotionally. The moment I have with you are so little, but I won't forget the moment when you know how to go for loo hygienically, when you meowing from the upstairs whenever you heard the car's alarm signaled that I am back to save you from starving, the moment I realized how much you love bath, obviously, every second when I'm with you . Sorry for letting you having a harsh life at the hometown. There, you live independently, you save yourself from starving yourself. That is the life as the village cat. You was a stray cat when you are little, but I'm so proud of you that you m...

I thought about it over and over, should i continue, stop or start over, and I'm still clueless about it. I do really want to give up writing because I thought I will becoming more sad when I look back at what I wrote before, but that's not the way.

Exam are exhausting, revision are torturing. Tired of being invisible.  Literally done with everything.  But in order to success, we can't rest. We can't fall down. Anyone there to hold me up? :(

I wrote this on 16.2.2015, and i just realized that I haven't post this. This post filled with overwhelming of excitement tho... This is a birthday appreciation post, the purpose I write this post is for myself to gather up my strength when I'm down and to appreciate everyone. Thank you yongfuen for posting our selfie and write a long wishes. Thank you peiteng for your birthday gift, and your funny wish at twitter, thank you keying for those long wish, yiki as well ,hahahaha I'll remember that Starbucks xDD Thank You Sharifah for the gift, and kakak baby for that night.and THANK YOU 5A for that birthday song !!!! so loud and touching <3 ahhhh everyone are so good to me till I started to think that am I deserve all of these? and thank you Nicholas for saying that you want to wait at my gate to give me present x) thank you cinnie and suetmun !!!!!!! Thank you  xinyi and elaine !!! and chan waikin and his brother as well and my scout's brooo hahahaha songhao jiach...