奇。憶

你到底何时才愿意坦诚地面对自己的心，难过就说难过，别再装了，别再逃避了。 (一) 大考还没考完，此刻还不是你可以倒下的时候啊。 p.s SPM 考生加油

       I received a phone call saying that you're gone. I laughed and tears cascading through my cheeks inevitably. I did not expect the tears, but I cried even harder the next moment. It was few years ago, the memories are vaguely alive. You had been there with me when I'm mousy of the ghost, when I'm having hard times dealing with my homework, when I'm in limbo physically and emotionally. The moment I have with you are so little, but I won't forget the moment when you know how to go for loo hygienically, when you meowing from the upstairs whenever you heard the car's alarm signaled that I am back to save you from starving, the moment I realized how much you love bath, obviously, every second when I'm with you . Sorry for letting you having a harsh life at the hometown. There, you live independently, you save yourself from starving yourself. That is the life as the village cat. You was a stray cat when you are little, but I'm so proud of you that you m...

（一） 有時想好好控制自己的脾氣。 （二） 遷就別人，是否會讓自己失去自己。 別人體會不到的那種感覺，總有一天他們是否會體會到。 （三） 絞盡腦汁都再也寫不出像以前那長長的博文了， 所以就只好這樣一字一句重新開始。

(一) 當有人稱我為他們的好朋友時，我始終忍不住慌張了起來。 習慣了失去，使我膽怯再次擁有，但，我依然會好好珍惜這份友情。 謝謝你們的存在。

(一) 夜幕降臨了，你又胡思亂想起來了吧？ 那一刻時，請你相信那一切都只不過是虛假的幻覺罷了。

I thought about it over and over, should i continue, stop or start over, and I'm still clueless about it. I do really want to give up writing because I thought I will becoming more sad when I look back at what I wrote before, but that's not the way.

Exam are exhausting, revision are torturing. Tired of being invisible.  Literally done with everything.  But in order to success, we can't rest. We can't fall down. Anyone there to hold me up? :(